last week felt like I was living through an appendix surgery. I was no longer in control. I found myself reflecting on old times and sweet memories. holding on to the past. but I realized that change is a necessity. and living after change I can say I will be okay. I am okay

I feel like I was asleep when the sun was high and rainbow leaves flooded the floor. now the sun is out. the leaves are all green. and you are not beside me. I am awake. and we are far away.

people in class: “the teachers put you on a pedestal”
me: “…pretty much”
not even mad about it.